2 #70 The guys went to the counter as i was left behind with Will. He came to sit in the chair next to me. What Ive learnt about life was people will always judge me whether i do good or bad. I can never please everyone in this earth, all i have to do is just live my life best suited for me. If im happy, why should i worry about what other people think? If i love Zack, i should i be judge as if im cheating on Nkosi? He cheated on me and im just trying to move on. As for Penny, i just hope she gets better and i hope she finds it in her heart to forgive me. I didnt nothing wrong kuye and i didnt even support this stupid love play between my parents. I was going to sms Mandisa telling her Id be home late but i just texted Thobile. I felt as if Mandisa wanted me and Nkosi to get back together, i didnt blame her. Feels like everyone including one of my befriend were gagging up on me. Thobile replied saying its ohk and that Olu is ohk. Will: are you ohk? I shook my heard. Will: wana talk about it? Me: i dont know how i got from being Vuyo the low self esteemed, boring virgin to being a mother and almost a wife :/ . Will: thats what i call life. Me: im under alot of pressure . I feel as if everyone is expecting me to be perfect ,they forget that im human and 17. My dad and mom have gone crazy and then theres Nkosi. Will: and theres Zack :) . Hahaha that just made me smile. Not just any smile, that wide smile i make whenever im excited. Hearing his name, was music to my ears. Me: :) :) yeah. Will: you like him, dont you? I nodded shyly, smilling from ear to ear. Me: yeah :D .. Will: he likes you too but doesnt wana admit it. Me: he did say it when we were coming here but we getting to know each other and taking it one step at a time :) :) . Will: thats a good sign, believe me :) . The guys came to the table, Will and i, kept quiet. Zack gave me 2 of the R20 pizzas and Juice and the gents shared the large pizza and coke. We ate and chatted about school and their girlfriends. I dont know how it happened but the chat swoved and we spoke about me. Joe: why did you get pregnant at an early age? Dont you want to have fun? Zack: you dont have to answer that, Vuyo. Zack stared warning at his friends. Will: Joe stop being insensitive. Joe: i was just asking, im sorry. Me: nha its ok. Well i didnt plan it, i was on contraceptions but ey, it happened. Im glad it happened, my son is worth every fun in the world :) . I bite my pizza slice some more. Lifa: and the baby daddy? #curious. Me: what about him? Zack: they not together, if thats what you asking. Will: and you oughter to know that, right :) :p ;) . We all laughed ,Zack just blushed, took a tiny piece on his pizza and three at Will. After we were done eating we left. We walked to the parking lott, i was with Zack. We walked hand in hand as his friends walked infront of us telling jokes. Mostly they teased Zack on how he spoke alot about me and how he blushes and all. Me: hahaha ahhhh guys give him break ntu :/ :v . Lifa: hahaha dude whatever it is, it got you bad. Joe: look at him, his all red. Zack let go of my hand and started chasing his friends. We got to the cars, i hugged Will and he left alone. Joe and Lifa got in Zacks car. Zack: i dont know the directions to your house so wana drive there? Me: Zack, im going to Nkosis house in Langa. Zack: what!? His eyes widen and i could see he got a little agitated. Me: Nkosi parents wanted Olu for tonight. Besides Nkosi stays in his house, in Vangate. I had to lie. Zack calmed down abit. He came to my side and we kissed. Just a baby kiss and gave me his car keys. I walked over the drivers side and drove off. Lifa: and she drives :) . Joe: too cool. I looked at them through the review mirror. I laughed at how coconuty Lifa was. If you were to close your eyes, youd actually think kuthetha umntu imhlophe. His what i call an Oreo, black outside and white on the inside. I parked infront of Nkosis house. I kissed Zack on the cheek, said my goodbye to the guys and got out. I stood at the gate and watched the car disappear. I went to knock and Nkosi opened for me. I looked at the time in my phone, it was around 7. He looked at me and stood aside for me to enter. I went to my room and took of my boots. My breasts were getting sore, so i squeezed milk in an empty bottle and put it in the fridge. I missed my son ngoku, yhuu.. I went to Nkosis parents room, they had Olu between them. They were awake and chatting. Olu was awake too. He saw me and smiled at me, raised his tiny arms for me. So i took him. Me: ndizomzisa xa elele nhe? Mandisa: ohk sisi. I walked to the spare room, layed Olu in the bed and changed into p.js. I got inbed and breast fed him. The was a knock on the door and Nkosi came in. He came to sit on the empty side of the bed, brushing Olus air as he as falling asleep. We sat like that, watching our baby fall asleep.
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 00:03:01 +0000
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