2014 has only hours to go. 2015 already do not even want to think about it. Had pizza for supper European chocolates for desert and well oink oink I am ready for a 50 year old nap. I really do not like New Years anyway. Forrest Gump New Years with that officer who never seemed to do well. I am a culmination of that. my Jenny was BJ alas I am fairly confident she will turn out better and likely never want to be around me during the rest of her life. 2000 I was at Shady Grove Church at the singles event and basically by myself. I am not even around church people tonight. Its just me and God. The more I think of a woman in my life the more I just think that will never happen and if it does then it will never be a good thing. so whatever I need to be happy and content. and I realize that mom will never be able to be around to restore and give me hope when all the rest of people just want to destroy me and use me up. I spent money buying me a cold weather gear. Work is already wearing on me again. Just What was I really suppose to do is my deepest question and what should I be ready to do. Man watching undercover boss these head people like 7-11 head boss and choice hotels they are ordinary people whose money and tasks and being the boss makes them the people getting it done. You know I do not think I am ready for life career or anything yet and my life is more than half over.
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 23:20:31 +0000
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