20140317-2053 I go to FB to connect, to experience being part of a bigger community. And we started to understand that there are people that understand us. We get to express our emotions, in some way that is better than keeping them inside, we get to share our joys and our failures. And for some of us with problems, we get some encouragement from others. Sometimes I assume or hint that I get missunderstood and my apology, if it is really true. I have issues in my life, but if you can understand my life, you will understand why I am kinda person who tried for approval because sometimes I have this perception that my life is a mess, that I failed the expectation of those whom I love. Sometimes reality really hurt. i just try not to mention but it is really hard. Because we get to this mode that we always want to prove something. Sometimes others wont understand it because they have not been on that position. I am happy for those who have parents[from a person whom parents has already passed] I am happy for those who have good family relationships[from a person who is lucky to have family who is not blood related] I am happy for those who are traveling[for a person who is kinda trapped of circumstances] But life is ironic, that those things that makes us happy, are also the things that hurt us because we dont have any of those. Once again apology for trying to get other peoples emotion or I could be thinking that I am pretentious. But life is so mysterious. Sometimes we get to this trials that somehow affects our perception of reality. And I admit that I am affected by this trials that somehow I try to compensate by the appeal of gregariousness, and happy happy joy joy attitude. Hope someday people will know that I dont intend to deceive anyone, I dont try to mooch or use anyone, but of course I want to survive.[2147-I have more to say but the Guru informed me that ,the internet will be turned off at 2200] .of course nobody want to hear the conflict at HQ today, but I just want to tell my story, and despite maybe no one is interested, at least I have released it from my mind, its no good for me to repress this feeling and that is the reason that I assure anyone that I could endure the trials without having bad consequences of my action in the future Noticed that some St patrick day were dedicated to those who are lost, and I dedicate this wish to humanity[wish I could write more but I want to post before deadline…] May our leaders guide us to better future May the misfortuned be helped May the sick be healed May those who are contented not be disgraced May the education enlighten humanity globally May the abundance be shared May the conflict be resolved May the family separated be united… May the force be with us all… Thanks be to [] HAPPY Saint Patrickss Day 2014
Posted on: Tue, 18 Mar 2014 04:57:39 +0000
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