22. Friday came.. Id been learning to smoke so i wasnt that bad anymore..i couldnt wait for the next day, i hurried to school and lee reminded me of our meeting after school. The periods seemed to take long to end, and then school was out. We went to the bathroom and.. Lee: guys, the party is tomorrow Fifi: oh yeeah, ready? Me: sure. Fifi: what about your mom? Me: what about her? Ill be there. Lee: thats my girl. (high fived) Lee gave me my outfits,We made plans, laughed and then it was time to go.. When i got home no one was there so i just bathed and tried some outfits and then decided on what to wear. My parents got back from work, we ate and all went to bed. No1 said anything to me, thanks God for that. so next m0rning, 5:13 i was woken up by a text *Mamie text* Zanele, are you really going through with this? *me text* yeah, wana come? *mamie text* No. Why are you doing this mati? Please dont go. I didnt respond. i woke up around 8. My mom was cleaning and i overheard them talking about going out to my uncles. Good! They wouldnt even notice i was gone. The day was quick atleast, they left and soon it was 7. Lee called Lee: Ready? Me: almost.. Lee: cool, hurry. I finished up and didnt put any make up on cos i didnt know how. Shap. Went to the party and the girls dragged me to lees room and put make up on me and we were done in no time. I had never had booze before that day but i didnt resist when they gave me some.. I had that same bottle for 30min or so.. i wasnt drunk, just tipsy. Lee came to me with the hottest guy in school.. Siya. She introduced him to me and i couldnt even say hi. That guy was hot hle, every girls crush. i didnt even think he would talk to someone like me.. Mhmm we talked for hours and then he suggested we go to Lees bedroom for privacy. We did. siya: u know u actually look beautiful? Me: *smiles* thanx. Siya: no, thank you. he kissed me. i didnt even know how to kiss, i wasnt sure. he told me to relax..he was such a gentle man. We kissed and then he kept touching me, he went on to unbutton my jeans and i wasnt at all comfy with that. i wanted him to stop but didnt know how to tell him. i was kinda drunk at that point.. Me: no (i mumbled) him: chill i opened my eyes, i wish i never did. i jumped up and screamed.. Help. but no one came so figure they didnt hear me. i shut my eyes and heard drums up close. The songs again.. i was shaking in fear and prayed i was dreaming. Siya was a snake.. Not just any, but that one. Thee! ok, he wasnt really a snake but thats how i saw him. i took off my jeans and was just in my panties and T. i made sounds, scary sounds. i was clapping hands and singing along.. i could see things in my head. Lee and her friends, they looked weird in my vision. i cried and the drums got louder and nearer. I looked at siya. he was himself again but he was going out of his mind..cRazy.. The drums faded. I sat there looking at him. I was so embarrassed. How could my ancestors do this to me.Siya came towards me and hugged me. He took me to bed then lee came to check on us and found us in that position. she was drunk, she laughed then left. Me: im sorry Siya: i understand Me: no, u dont.. No1 does Siya: okay.. Shhh. Told me i wanted to leave and he said hed take me home. I snuck back in and slept. Didnt notice my parents werent home yet. The next morning i got a text and thought it was Mamie, but i didnt know that number.. *text* Hey, sorry about last night. hope uGrand. xoxo Tjo, i didnt bother responding. I woke up and ate then went back to bed..
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 11:15:49 +0000
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