#2456 Dear Admin please post this =) I really want a person to see this but i do not have the courage to tell him in person, thats why i want to post it here. Im sorry its a long post, but its been years and now i finally have a chance to get things out from my heart. I always hear about people saying nice guy/girls get hurt the most, i never truly believed it until i met a guy i fell in love with. Its been about 3 years i have waited for him. Hes not the buff-est, the most dashing (hes good-looking of course) or the richest. But.. Hes charming, dresses well, classy, good-looking, and he treats girls like a gentleman. Hes loyal, trustworthy, and is clear about the direction he wants in life from a career perspective. Heres the reason why i have not had the guts to tell him how i felt for 3 years, and why i think nice people finish last. Hes had a girlfriend for over two years, and im his ex. Well, maybe im his ex-ex now, because he just broke up with her. I know both of them, as friends, and i get so jealous every time i see him do something for her, be it giving hand-written letters to her, trying his best to go out on dates with her, and even to the extent of taking an overseas flight to see her. Yes, he did all that, and yet she broke his heart. I was so mad when i heard the news, about how she took him for granted, how she never appreciated what he did for her, how she just stared at him blankly and walked off when he flew 2 Thousand miles to see her in a dance performance. I hear all this from his close friends, but he never mentions it, hes so blindly loyal to a relationship that he wants to protect her image to this very moment. So I talked to him, thinking this was my best opportunity to finally get him back. After all these years, it was finally my chance after i regretted letting him go. The funny thing is, when i ask him about all she had done to hurt him, he just smiles at me and says, Yes, my heart is broken, but I never blamed her, and never will, because I chose to stay and love her, like a good man should. Hes in the American Degree course of Sunway, and i rarely get to see him before he goes to the states, it hurts so much to see a nice guy ruined this way. The way he smiles so cutely and emptily at the same time. The way his words are charming yet hollow with pain. To the guy in question, i hope you read this. I have loved you and regretted ever letting you go, please try to move on. To all Nice guys, and Nice girls out there, make the right choice, the one who loves feels the pain, the one who is being loved has all to gain. and to anyone going through a breakup, I hope you fix things, and dont end up blinded by love. People always leave for something new, but eventually they realize they always had the best with them. Regret will sink in. Just like how I regret letting him go those years ago. And just like how he never regrets having his heart broken by her.
Posted on: Fri, 29 Aug 2014 13:39:22 +0000
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