#2669 Male 2k10 Its not a confession rather a painful story of my commitment with a girl whom i still love a lot its started in d school time(class 8) with no time we became good friend and soon at d end of class 9 we have crossed d boundary of friendship .this feeling was grt someone is der for u who cares for u & love u... 10th board was awaiting,i used to make her study whole day with cellphone bcoz she was not good at studies and i was a meritorious boy. we both managed to get good marks, although my marks was not satisfactory up to my level i was happy bcoz she got good marks.. after 10th we got separated different states different course i started missing her badly.i used to save money by making curb & curtail in my daily needs and recharge my number nd used to visit her place... A day when i was at her place(class 11) it was new year eve she told me she didnt want this relation anymore ,wll just friend...i was hurt but still accepted this bcoz i loved her nd didnt wanted to loose her.she started ignoring me nd got busy wid her new life nd frndz .nd one day she broken up wid me..it was crutial time for me my 12 board nd all engineering entrance xam was near.i was completely broken i used to cry whole day.it was getting harder day by day.. Some how managed to get good marks in board bt couldnt secure a good rank to get admission in ny govt. engg college.i decided to drop living in a place near to my home town..i still used to miss her a lot bt have no sign of her for 6 months.one day i got a cal in my oldest no. which i kept on for her only..it was she crying nd saying ki she is back to home town bcoz of some financial problem nd taking admission in a BBA college at a place near to me.i started talking with her again nd i was very happy in helping her and it happened again she got again busy wid her new life nd friend nd started ignoring me.a day she changed her no. nd i was ruined again.i some how managed to get admission at BIT sindri. In first year of BIT , she called me nd said to be frndz i agreed.i used to make her study BBA subjects nd prepared for MBA entrance xams.she said she love me nd i was lost again her love.... i wasted my two year of engg in visiting her place making her study nd helped her at every area so dat she dont face ny problem....atlast she managed to get a nice govt. college for MBA.I never took its credit. i used to do every small thing which make her happy buying gifts,card,singing songs, even a small piece of rose,frienshipday,rose day valentine day..her small smile was biggest gift 4 me.. i was so blind in love ki didnt even cared ki she did just nothing 4 me.Evertime she just fight nd warn me to break d relationship. i used to got afraid nd accept everything happily.. i was in 3rd year nd she was doing MBA.IN starting it was fine i again stared visiting her place...i used to teach her maths also..she made friendship wid boys nd used to chat wid them wander wid them whole day nd even late night. she used to say we r just friends dont think much.i caught her wid some not required chats but she said ur mentality is bad u r cheap these things r just normal,u should trust me.. i accepted all.. that boy was topper of her batch... kitna bardast karta uske bad main bahut dard hota tha.when ever i compliant a little she used to show a lot of anger nd blame me for everything.she was again busy wid her new life nd new friend who was her new helping hand nd d topper....... now m again alone and she is happy wid her nice college,friendz nd exiting life...we have no contacts or in other way SHE DONT NEED ME ANYMORE.. I WANT TO GIVE AN ADVICE TO ALL MY FRIENDZ,JUNIORS AND SENIORS LOVE IS NOT WRONG BUT BLIND LOVE IS VERY HARMFUL.ALWAYS SEE FOR URSELF.NEVER INDULGE URSELF IN A RELATIONSHIP WHICH IS WORTHLESS....IT HURTS A LOT ND ONE MORE THING TRUE LOVE WAHI HA JAHA KOI NEED NA HO.... IF SOMEONE IS INDULGE WITH U WITHOUT ANY SELFISHNESS OR NEED SHE IS D ONE DONT LET HER/HIM EVER GO...........
Posted on: Sat, 02 Aug 2014 12:51:03 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015