27/7/2014, 8:56 pm I may not have the best of knowledge nor the wisdom to think of how to come into compromise or involve between this never ending conflict between them. Im neither a pious muslim nor perfected in my ways in my submission to god. I may live a thousand miles apart but i physically clench my heart to see the death of innocent children and the tears of agony of mothers n fathers as i know my parents would do the same if i were to be one in the rows covered in white. I do not know how can i be able to lend a hand other then pray or donate. To rejoice the day of eid did not quake in my heart. As there are too much things im battling througbt rigbt now. But i accept with an open heart n see it as my retribution of the worst sins i once did. As all of you my beloved ones preparing for mubarak, im packing up to leave the house in which we have no idea nor find another place to seek shelter from the rain and sun and importantly the feeling of secure and comfort. You can replace another if you lose someone but you can never replace your mother the one that love you more than a thousand angels. Theres a reason to it but another reason why seems distant. What is much further are the seconds that just went by. Not everyone can be rich and sit on dusty mat beside those can afford only a meal a day walking with blistered feet. Thats what im afraid of, with pocket full of gold and losing my soul. Maybe one day i can breathe the same air as you. I hope you willing to walk with me without shoes feeling the earth kissing our blistered feet.. Im wishing you all the best for the upcoming years. May you succeed in life and fulfill your dreams. Im still here working towards my little dreams. My door my window always open for anyone who need a hand in whatever way im able to. I dont have much but i know how it feels like to have nothing. I seek forgiveness from all if you if there are things that i said or done that hurt you. Im not perfect either. Ive love you in many ways, and my heart has no room for hate.. Even heroes,prophet, masters, warriors, and every human need that embracement in someones arms when they fall when they fail when they make mistake when they are on their very last breath. Everyone need that human connection besides god Sometimes its not just the ear that listen, that lips that speak but that gentle physical touch on their head. May god protect the innocence from harm and place the lost ones in jannah Amin amin ya rabbal alamin Other than that.... Eid mubarak to all my brothers and sisters.. Forgive me...
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 13:02:59 +0000
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