3.14.2014 A confession. Im not sure what Instagram mamas mean when they say Back when it was easy to take her picture. Because with L, the words easy and pictures have never existed on the same plane. See exhibit A-C. Out of every good photo I get 20 blurred ones, 10 so-so ones and about 15 where she just looks possessed. So why do I it, these daily photos? Youd think its boredom, or maybe its a superficial and unrealistic projection of what I wanted for myself, youd think its any kind of psych psychobabble. But thats where youre wrong. I do it because everyday I am with her is comprised of minutes that are running out of this place as fast as they can. This is my version of making those minutes stay for just her and me. Because we dont know whats going to happen, because we dont know if well always have this luxury of time to be this way together for always. And I know a lot of modern moms have different motives for taking these daily cute OOTDs but I love thinking that how I feel is what we all feel.
Posted on: Fri, 14 Mar 2014 07:30:28 +0000