#34 hello friends.. Mai khud deside nahi kar pa rahi hu ki kya mai galat hu lekin mujhe jo sahi laga wahi main kiya. Mai delhi ke ek chhote se kalon ki rahne wali hu mai mere papa mamy aur meri di waha rahte hai waha kasba hone ki wajah se cbse board ka school dur padta hai mera school mere ghar se lagbhag 30km dur hai isi wajah se mai daily class nahi kar pati thi phir jab mera class 11th start hua to mai waha jati thi kabhi books lene to kabhi test dene mai kabhi utna care nahi karti thi lekin aksar jab kabhi lunch hoga ya exam over ho jata tha to mai dekhti thi ek ladka mujhe dekh raha hota hai mai apani friends baat karti thi lekin agar kabhi udhar dekhti to wo dekhta rahta lekin jab mujhe dekht ki dekh rahi hu to najar niche kar leta. Phir to mai bhi usko care karne lagi hamare school se jane ke do raste hai ek office side se jata hai ek sidhe building ke pas se hokar jata hai mai aksar office wale raste se ja thi to dekhti thi ki wo bhi usi raste s ja raha hota hai. Mai uska nam nahi janti thi to ek din class karne ke liye mai school gayi to maine waha bio data lagaya gaya tha jo haf yearly exam me 1 to 6th position pe aya tha tha maine dekha uska bhi tha 2nd positin pe lekin mujhe uss time bahut dukh hua ye jankar ki wo hindu hai kyunki mai usse bahut py karne lagi thi wo tha hi itna smart n handsome. Phir final exam se pahle wale test me hum dono karoom position ekdum amne same door k iss side mera tha to thik us side usk tha mai jab bhi najar uthati to dekh ki wo mujhe dekh raha hota hai ek din exam over hone ke baad mai akeli ja rahi thi to usne mere pas akar mujhse ki mera paper kaisa hu hai maine kaha achha hua hai to usne thik hai agle exam me mileng aap soch nhi sakte ki mai kitni khus thi uss din mujhe raat ko adhi raat tak nind nahi itna khus thi. mai kabhi2 apne mama ke ghar pe rah kar exam dene jati thi to wo bhi waha se dur padta tha lekin ek din usne mujhe dekh liya tha mama ke ghar jate huye wo school bus se jat tha . Next day usne mujhe pucha ki tum udhar kaha ja rahi thi to maine kaha mama ke ghar to usne kaha ki tum to kasbe se aati ho to mene kaha ki wo jyada dur padta hai isiliye mai mama ke ghar se exam dene ati hu to usne mujhe bi kaha aur chla gya hamara 11th ka final exam aaya to hamara sara practical exam se pahle tha but ek din over hone hki wajah se chemistry ka practial exam ke 3days baad rakha gaya aaplogo ko pata hai wo jab bh mere thde bhi kareeb hote mera dil itna tej dhadkta mujhe itna dar lagt tha aur agar wo mujhse baat bhi karte to mai sirf jwaab deti thi aur phir bhi mera awaj itna kapne lagta tha bcoz usse pahle mene kabi kisi bhi anjan ladke se baat nahi ki thi bcoz mai ek middle clas family se h aur ku6 din bitne ke baad hamara practicl ka din aa gaya hamara class 3 parts me bata tha hamara 2nd group me exam tha aur uska 3rd group me. Us din ku6 late hone ki wjah se 1st grup ka 2nd grup ke tim ho gya aur 2nd grup ka 3rd grup ke ti;e pe maine socha tha ki wo jab ta ayenge tab tak hamlog ka exam ho chuka rahega lekin sayd khuda ki marji thi mera exam usdin half hours pahle hi khatm ho gya aur ja niche 3rd flour pe aayi to wo waha pe akela baitha tha jaha ki maine bag rakhha tha sayad wo mera wai kar rahe the phir jab mai bag rakh rahi thi to room kr bahar window k pass kade the aur unhone kaha ki tmhare paas koi no nahi hai maine pucha kaisa n0 to unhone kaha ki jispe tumse baat ho sake mai kya batau us time mera sarir itna kap raha phir bhi maine kaha nahi no rahte hue bhi maine nahi diya phir usne pucha tum padhne aaya karo na plz maine bola imposible phir w kahi gaya lekin mai uska wai8 kar rahi thi but jab mai sidhi se niche a rahi thi to wo piche aaye aur mujhe I LOVE YOU kaha us time mai ku6 de k liye socked rah gayi ki koi kisiko itna jaldi pyar kaise kar sakta hai au jab unhone ans manga to maine no bol diya. ab aplog sochenge ki main aisa kyo kiya jabki mai bhi usse pya karti hu lekin mai kya karu? Meri samjh me jo aya maine wo kiya aa log sociye agr meri aap hote kya aa aisa nahi karte kyonki jab mai janti hu ki wo hindu hai aur mai muslim jab mai janti hu ki duniya kabhi mere pyar ko samajh nahi payegi aur sirf dard degi to kya mai aisa nahi karti apko pata hai mere parents jo hai wo society me rahne wale hai aur kahte hindu aur musli jamin aur aasman ke jaise hote hai aur agar jamin aur aasman ka mila hoga to pura sristi ka vinas ho jayega to mai nahi chahti ki ham dono ke pyar ke badhne se hamara pura family relation tute ek insan k liye puri relation ko kharab ho mer mummy papa ko mujhpe bahut gar hai to mai nahi chahti ki mere mumy papa ka sapna tute aur aap sochiye agar ek paudha ho to usko nast karne me utna mehnat nahi lagega jitna ki wo ped ban jayega t aap hi sochiye agar mai unke filling ko yahi khatm karna chahungi to unhe itna dard nahinahi hoga jitna ki mai unke fillings ko badha deti to sayad mujhe bhulna imposible ho jata ab ap hi log bataiye ki kya maine galat kiya mera 12 ka class chal raha iss bar mai class ki lekin kuc6 din hi aur maine dekha ki wo aaj bhi mujhe utna hi care karte hai iss bar mera aur unka exam ek hi class me tha lekin mera sabse 1st line aur unka ekdum last line me w mujhse aaj bhi baat karna chahte h but mai kya karu meri ku6 samajh me nahi aa raha hai kyonki is bar mujhe class karne ke liye mummy papa man gaye hai aur mujhe is ba class karna kya wo mujhe dubara to propose nahi karega? Aur agar karega to mujhe kya karna hoga lekin mere mumy papa ke bare soc kar mujhe jabab dijiyega kyoki mai apne mumy papa ka dil nahi todna chahti aur unka bhi so plz help me
Posted on: Sat, 22 Jun 2013 03:15:13 +0000
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