357 I cant feel anything. I have had so much death in my life that it has left me numb to the world. I cant be happy and I cant get mad. I do a good job of hiding my numbness to my friends and family but its like I am a ghost of what I used to be. When I look into the mirror I see a hollow shell. The real me died years ago in Iraq. Maybe I would have been better off if I did actually die over there. Maybe this is why I cant get a relationship to work.
Posted on: Sun, 29 Sep 2013 23:02:04 +0000