4 letters in the mailbox for delivery to Brandon. But for a second I wanna be all mushy gushy.. Today was a really rough day for me... Ive been strong throughout him being gone, even though he hasnt been gone for long I have tried really hard to get into the mind set that hes not gone forever and I will see him soon, but today for some reason I just felt like everything and everyone were constantly reminding me that he was gone and that I couldnt talk to him for a long time and blah blah blah. My mind just kept telling me everything that I didnt want to hear.. And of course it didnt help when the ONE song that he ALWAYS sang to me played on the radio. I tried my hardest not to tear up, and I didnt, but needless to say it was a very rough day that I didnt think I would get through tear free. But some how miles and miles away Brandon knew that I just needed to hear that he loved me to reassure me that everything was okay. That is one thing I have always loved about him, he always knows without me even having to say anything when something is wrong and he always knows exactly what to say to make everything okay. I am truly blessed to have him in my life.. and that I hope somehow I can do what he did for me today for him one day while he is gone. If god ever blessed me with anything in this world, it would be him. Love you beeb
Posted on: Sun, 02 Feb 2014 05:48:31 +0000
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