#47.. I walked to the taxi rank and I got on the taxi and went home feeling a lil bit down ... I got off my stop and I walked home , got there and packed the stuff I went to get at the mall Mbali called *call convo* Me: Hey Hey Her:When must I come to your house?? Me: err around 2 Her: Okay let me get ready I hung up and I just laid in bed thinking about my life , you know mabye I should just dump Luja and stay single buh I loved the dude , but then again he is acting as if he doesnt care about me looked at how he acted when I bumped into him he just said hi no eye contact no nothing .. Mabye he has moved on , got another girl who tell him that she is still inlove with her ex :/.. Mabye I shoud get back with Kuhle buh nha man hes leaving this year for university I dont know what will he do with those girls there as I was going through those thoughts , I heard a knock on my door I went to open and it was Mbali Me: Ou youre here already lemme freshen up quickly then were good to go Her: You dont seem Okay Naledi whats wrong Me: Me?! Ou nha its nothing Her: Naledi speak !! I went to sit in my bed and she followed me and sat next to me Me: Arg you know my too well .. Well the other day I was with Luja neh and I confessed and I told him that Im still inlove with Kuhle , but its not like I want to be with Kuhle ndamthanda uLuja Mbali but he doesnt see that.. Today mama sent me to the mall to go buy some stuff , then I decided to go and buy myself a Krusher cause I was thirsty and I bumped into Luja and he just said Hi Mbali *I was now crying* Hi nothing else but then again I guess he has moved on with his life cause he is going to leave soon the schools are about to re-open and he hasnt spoken with me.. Mbali sighed and took my head and rested it on her shoulder and brushed my back we sat like that for about 15min and I freshened up , wore my white short dress with gold sandals and gold accessories, asked for some money kumama and we left.. We got to the mall and we went to watch a movie Night at the Museum great movie I tell you :) after the movie we went to spur and we had lunch there I was actually having so much fun, she made me forget about the situation Im in, when we were done eating we went to get some stuff in Mr Price , I was now tired AF we went to get ice cream dipped in caramel and we went to the park and just chilled Me: I think I should break up with Luja Her: Are you sure about that?? Me: Yes I am Her: If thats what you want then Ill always be by your side :) Me: Youre the best I hugged her.. After the hug I called Luja *Call Convo* Him: Hi Me: Hey , how are you Him: Good u? Me: Im good.. Uhm I couldnt speak buh Mbali mouthed You can do it Him: Naledi are you still there Me: Yeah Yeah uhm I think we should break up Him: What?! Why Me: Dont What , Why me you have been avoiding me and I cant go on like this Him: Naledi , Naledi youre not thinking straight Me: Im not thinking scue either so please never call me again Okay?! Thank you I dropped the call before he could answer After all mabye I was making the right choice by being single :)
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 09:16:32 +0000