#47 when we got to the ward my girls were already in waiting for me. Sandi: hehe she can walk me: help me get in bed I am tired they helped me up. Lindi: how are you holding up me: ok I just miss my bed hey her: you will be home soon sandi: sihle and biggie have been sleeping at home, and mbali doesnt like it one bit me: she must relax loyo lindi: she hasnt even visited you me: why am I not suprised lindi: I am sorry he hurt you, am sorry you lost your baby me: me too dear, her: the Lord had other plans for you sandi: and they are unknown to man me: and they dont make sence(i coudnt help but cry) they sat on the bed holding me sandi: this too shall pass me: I Iii willl ne..nev..never hhhold my babbby sandi: sorry nana, we are here for you i tried to calm down me: It hurts, I will never see her smile,cry,her 1st day at school, graduation? Matric dance, take her to varsity, her house wedding and kids. I never got the chance to bond, bathe and feed my baby, I was hoping for a girl but he could have been a boy(tears were flowing) They knew better then to say anything eventually I felt better and let go. We sat in silence until sandi broke it sandi: Its oficial saun and I hmm we are dating I love sandi, and the fact that she knew she had to distract me from my own thoughts me: ncoooh I am happy for you her: finaly have a man hey lindi: you and me both me: hahaha you guys are finishing Sihles friends lindi: make it official with sihle man me: hell no I am not ready for a relationship sandi: ay sihle has been there for you through it all, he deserves a chance me: I have to work on me girls find my confidance back you know get my self on track, right now am vulnarable hey lindi: ok sisi I totaly understand neh and do take your time me: I will honey we had pizza the one they braught and then they had to go, I went to see the psychiatrist, he gave me anti depresants and enxiety medication, just to keep me intact so I dont do something stupit like sliting my wrist. Then I had lunch, meds and I slept. i was woken by my phone ringin, mxm it was mangi so I rejected the call. Then got a text baby I am sorry fo the loss of our child. I miss you I wounder how he would have looked like, I think we should make this work, emagine our baby in heaven seing momy and dady go separate ways? Baby I love u and I need you I got pissed and responded GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL. WE ARE DONE! DELETE MY NUMBER, MY FAMILY KNOWS AND WATCH YOUR BACK
Posted on: Mon, 26 Jan 2015 06:10:54 +0000
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