5 years ago today....you closed your eyes for the last time. I dont care what they say...time doesnt heal...I have just become more tolerant. I am wearing your opal jewelry, your socks and surround your things all over my place. I open the storage containers that contain your clothes and hold them close like Im hugging you...and breathe in the smell that has existed in my DNA my whole life...since before I was conceived. I hear you...When I clear my throat. That sound reminds me of your presence, recalling you at your kitchen table doing your crosswords. Brow furrowed, dictionary and thesaurus near by. I miss your kitchen, me laying on the end of your bed watching TV with you (remember Dynasty night Mom?) I smile now thru my tears knowing how very fortunate I was, I am, to have the best mommy in the whole wide world. Thank you for giving me life, for making me strong and fearless because you had to be. Thank you for teaching me about Love. About sacrifice and hard work. About focus and multi tasking. When I look in the mirror, I do know you are pleased with me. I love you so much my momma. I know you dont want me to be sad, so I will get my crying out of the way and celebrate you. Take care, see you later alligator. Say howdy to God and Ross for me. Let Ross know that my French Onion Soup is famous now lol (he hated french onion). Till we meet again Helen Angeline Bordeaux Anderson....
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 17:16:33 +0000
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