5 years ago yesterday I met him. Never in a million years did I think I would meet him so soon. I wouldnt change it for anything in the world. I have experienced all the love that could be gained from many loves and more with only one man. And damn it feel good to feel that kind of love. It doesnt come often and not everyone gets to have it. But at the end of every single day, high or low, there is only one place I need to be and that is with him. It has never changed and I cant help to think that if it hasnt changed yet, it never will. Because Im not sick of a single thing. Not one! Not even the gross things - I LIKE them! There are people in this world I get sick of after the first few hours of knowing them! Not him. Not now or ever. How does this come about in a relationship? Is it learned or innate? I like to think that a relationship cannot thrive on learned behaviors, that there must be something more to keep people truly happy and together for so long. Love and appreciation can rise from forced situations (babies, arranged marriage, etc.) but it doesnt compare to the genuine and I dont think that kind of love begins in the soul. People can learn to get by and settle but then they leave no room for growth. The love they feel is biological rather than spiritual. Biologically their bodies and brain feel they need one another, but spiritually their souls do not belong and I am almost certain that their conscious must SCREAM this. Maybe Im a little mad but this is what I have come to gather so far in life and it is possible that in twenty years I will tell myself to shut up and forget these things. But for now I find them valuable and important. Sorry Im not sorry for ranting.
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 17:49:39 +0000
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