#5956 If you saw me on the street you would just think Im a normal, nice-looking, typical girl. What you wouldnt know is that I have some serious issues. Issues with image and weight. I am 54 and 140 pounds. I workout at least four times a week, and I obsessively watch what I eat. I would say that I have a pretty average body, but nothing ever feels good enough. A typical day consists of me looking in the mirror at least 50 times, weighing myself every morning, counting calories, and envying others who are skinnier than me. It is actually pretty pathetic and I dont know how to change it. My biggest fear is that I will reach my fitness/weight goal and it still wont be good enough. I hate that I have a warped, superficial perception of what a person should like. I hate that I compare myself to every attractive girl I see. But, most of all I just hate that I hate my image, and will never be able to see the beauty in me that everyone else can see.
Posted on: Fri, 24 Oct 2014 06:43:56 +0000
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