#6149 Hello my dear friends....i m mentally very very depressed - TopicsExpress



          

#6149 Hello my dear friends....i m mentally very very depressed now...please help me out... I know you all are careful for your parents.I am too very very careful for my parents. But unable to keep smile on their faces till now. I am 18 years old now studying in an state govt Engg college of Assam and appearing my 1st sem exam. Friends my parents are not highly educated but are pure hearted human being. I passed hslc with 80% and h.s. with 85.4% this year. But I felt guilty with both results and could bring a huge smile to my parents face if had done better. I dint dream for IIT,NIT but dreamt for only a good state Engg college specially AEC with civil branch which I could not complete this year. Friends the year 2014 was really a dark one for me. I waste a lot of money of my financially weak parents.My father is a shopkeeper. After my H.S. I took a wrong decision to join a coaching centre. And accordingly i joined (as my cee result was not so good) with a huge amount of admission fee.But after some days of my coaching I thought I should not dream for IIT,NIT.Parallaly my counselling date was declared and according to counselling schedule I should get an Engg college. Then I thought for self study(for CEE) with Engg in that college.On the other hand I contact with head of the coaching centre to ask for refund and they replied that I would have to give them the admission details and after that my refund policy will proceed. I was happy then and took admission in That college. After that I applied for refund with my admission proof.They told they will refund after 2-3 months.After that I contact with them and go to head office(10 or more times),request them. But they had the shocking horryfying reply to me no refund. They blocked my fb ac,email everything. Now I cant see my parents eyes face to face.But still they are encouraging me for this year CEE. But from the leaving date of that coaching centre and from the date of joining in this college, I dint study a day. Believe me. I know I cant pass the semester. Neither I m able to prepare for entrance. But after my sem exam,I am thought to prepare for cee only to bring a huge smile in my parents face.so please pray a second for me....Thank you
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 06:00:00 +0000

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