#9390 plz admin i beg you to post this.my dear frnds, i am 19 yr old girl..singer and dancer.during my 9 th std,i fell in love with a guy.he even loved me and our relationship lasted for 1 yr.and i changed my skol for my 11th std.aftr our break up i was totally depressed.stopped talking to everyone. was alone.not even a single nite passed without a cry.at an instance i hated my life.and aftr my 11th,i was out of my control,i had an intimate relationship[not so close..i mean no f*** n all] with a guy who was my frnd but not whole heartily.days passed with darkness in my life.i was not happy. few months latr i got a frnd through fb.he stayed near my home and he is 8 yrs older than me.and we were close for more than 4 times. but dont think frnds tat i was happy during my intimate relationship with these two guy. i swear when i was with them i could not even give them a fake smile. i was cal and sad during that time.now i shifted my home and came far away.not in contact with anyone.now i am not normal.i cannot spend time with my family.hate my life.i am a ambitious girl bt now i cannot concentrate in anything.i was been a brave girl always,i can even walk in a dark night or face any problems bt now iam really scared to go out or talk with guys.always sitting with my laptop.and nt talking 2 any1.my parents are sad because of me. iam not a good child to them. feeling lonely and guilty guyz.totally blank.dont know what to do.plz help friends.i have no one to help or share my feelings.thnk u admin giving me a chance to share here.frnds help me out.u r my oly hope.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Jul 2013 11:58:23 +0000
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