#9752 pls admin post this... happened...... when I was in second year of my engineering. Proposed a girl named mounika, she will be so cute.... we used to chat daily(casual chat) but suddenly one day i called her and told her that i need to tell u something very imp but now its not the correct time (not to disturb our normal lives), i will tell u after completion of our graduation.Actually mounika is my sis-in-law & she is 36 days younger to me.I hung up the phone.Then she called me and forced me to tell the thing but i refused it(I wanted to tell her after we got settled in our lives). The next day she called me and asked me whether i Love her and then I said YES with out any gap..because i really love her. Initially she refused it saying that "no i have never thought about love". I said ok and we used to chat everyday as we used to do. But everyday immediately after returning home from the college i will call her and we speak for hours. The first thing i used to say is that i love her a lot and i will keep her happy forever, she tells me that she knows it.This used to be my daily routine for about 3 months and i m still waiting for her answer and suddenly one day she called me and told me that she loves me.And i felt that i m the most luckiest person in this world but that happiness didnt last longer.we loved each other alot, went to a stage where we cant live without eachother.But suddenly one day its 31st dec 2011 she called me and told that she want to start a new year freshly with out any thoughts about me.At first I didnt understand what she was saying but from the very next day when i called her she cuts the phone, doesnt reply to my messages and after some days she lifted the phone and told that she dont love me anymore.I was bursted into tears and cried for her.. but she never understood me.. she was really good at heart but dont know y she behaves like this... and one day when i called her and asked her to give me the reason she told me that she will marry the boy her dad shows her. And i said that i can convince her dad also.But there is no reply from her. From then onwards i became weak at heart and this made me to think that i m a failure in love,which inturn made me to fail in my studies also.. (I m the topper of my college)..and then after a month after that i had a brutal accident and that made me to feel like i m a failure in life also, a failure in love,failure in studies,failure in life made me to feel like i m a biggest failure in this world. I even didnt receive a message from her asking me "Ashok how are you?" after the accident.It made me realise how hard girls will be at heart. how can they change their minds so easily.she doesnt even care about the boy whom she loved a few days ago. And as time heals everything it took some time for me to nourish this failures. After some days i again saw her in a college festival, she saw me but acted like she doesnt know me. But i went to her and asked her "How are you doing?? can we hav a cup of coffee together?" she said ok. Its the last time i saw her and felt like i m seeing my heart for the last time ,i think i wont see her again.I used to blame god.. "y god ,y these failures happen to me only??"And this pain made me to think about my life again and from then i started working and achieved my goals, I m back to my original life. But even now if she comes before me i will tell her the same thing that i still love her and will marry her. Hope that day comes soon...
Posted on: Mon, 12 Aug 2013 09:28:43 +0000