A Grief Beyond Belief member writes, 3 1/2 years ago, my boyfriend killed himself. He was extremely depressed and believed he would go to heaven. I did too, but the incident made me question my faith and by a year after, I was an atheist. Ever since, I have found coping with his death to be impossible. Ive had therapist after therapist try to help me, but nothing can seem to help the pain of knowing I will never see him again, especially since the thought of reunion was literally the only thing that got me through the first year. Now Im at the brink of suicide myself, not because I think Ill see him again, but because I cant live with this pain. How do you deal with this? With knowing you will never, ever see them again? How can I possibly cope with this? Please comment with advice for her, or click like to show support.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Sep 2014 04:57:38 +0000
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