A LETTER TOO MY SON ,,,TROI (GIO) GIOVANNI MAYS- JESURUM , ,, HEY WHEECH ITS ME MUMMIE, , ITS HARD TO BELIEVE TODAY MARKS 1 YEAR... YOU LEFTED ME. ...I CAN REMEMBER THE DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT WITH YOU. I WAS SO EXCITED I HAD ALREADY STARED PLANNING UR LIFE... I LOVED YOU BEFORE I KNEW YOU LOL I WOULD WONDER ARE YOU GOIN TOO BE A BOY GIRL I HAD UR NAMED ALREADY PICKED OUT IT WAS GOING TO BE ()GIANANNA.)..... BUT WHEN YOU FINALLY MADE UR APPEARANCE TO THE WORLD THE DOCTOR SAID MS MAYS YOU HAVE A HEALTHY BABY BOY ALTHOUGH YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE A GIRL I WAS HAPPY YOU WERE A BOY ... SO THE DOCTOR SAYS WHATS HIS I SAID (GIOVANNI) ...LOL AND THE DOCTOR SAID AHHH ITALIANO AND HE STARTED SMILING.......THEY PLACED YOU IN MY ARMS AND YOU WERE STILL SMILING.. THE DOCTOR SAYS I THINK HE LIKES HIS NAME BECUASE YOU WERE STILL SMILING ...OH GIO U HAD THE BRIGHTEST SMILE I KNEW RIGHT THERE YOU WERE GOING TO BE SPECIAL... IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT... I FELT AN INSTANT CONNECTION WITH YOU.... I DIDNT WANT TO LET YOU GO..... BUT AFTER 57HOURS OF LABOR I WAS DONE.. LOL.. AT THAT VERY MOMENT I NEVER KNEW I COULD LOVE SOMEONE AND IN COMPLETE LOVE WITH YOU...YOU WERE MY BRIGHT STAR .. I WOULD STAY UP EVEN THOUGH I WAS EXAUSTED JUST TO WATCH YOU SLP.... AND YES YOU ALWAYS SMILED EVEN WHEN YOU WERE SLEEPING . YOU HARDLY EVER CRIED .. I WAS WONDERIN WELL IS THAT NATURAL IS THAT NORMAL LOL I DONT THINK SO. YOU WERE SUCH A HAPPY BABY TOO.... WHEN I HAD TO LEAVE YOU.. IT WAS SO HARD I JUST WANTED TOO HURRY UP AND COME BACK... GIO AS YOU GOT OLDER EVERYONE USED TO CALL YOU A MAMAS BOY... OMG MARSHA HE IS GOING TO BE STUCK TOO YOU ... I WOULD SAY NO HE ISNT... BUT I KNEW YOU WOULD... GIO SOMETIMES I WONDER WAS EVERYTHING MY FAULT DID I DO A GOOD JOB, WHAT DID I DO WRONG ... .I REMEMBER THE DAY I GOT THE PHONE CALL WHEN THE PHONE RANG AT ...1:27 AM SAT MORNING ... I FELT SOMETHING HAPPENED.. TO YOU AND.ALL I COULD SAY WAS WERE IS GIO I DIDNT WANT 2 BELIVE IT...WHEN I SAW YOU IN THE HOSPITAL I REMEMBER I SAID HEY WHEECH ITS MUMMIE I,M RIGHT HERE AND I,M NOT GOING ANYWHERE AND I WOULD TELL YOU THAT EVERY NIGHT..I WOULD SAY THAT FOR 10 YEARS ,. AND I NEVER DID AND I REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVA LEAVE ME... WELL GIO I KEPTED MY WORD I NEVA LEFTED.. BUT I GUESS YOU HAD TOO LEAVE I KNOW YOU WERE TIRED AND HUNG HUNG ON WHEN THE DOCTORS SAID HE ISNT GOIN 2 COME BACK I KNEW YOU WERE A FIGHTER UR LIKE ME ... AND LIKE GRAMA.. I KNOW YOU HUNG ON FOR ME ....GIO I STUGGLE TO GET UP IN THE MORNING EHIND MY SMILE IS GREAT HURT SOME DAYS I DONT WANT TO BE HERE.. I CANT EVEN IMAGINE THE REST OF WHAT EVER LIFE I HAVE LEFTED WI I GUESS I HAVE NO CHOICE HUH? . GIO I CRY EVERYDAY THE NIGHT TIME IS THE HARDEST FOR ME .. I STILL WATCH THE CLOCK AND SAY OH ITS 10 .. AM TIME TO CALL THE HOSPITAL AND SEE HOW YOU ARE ... OR ITS 10P.M THIS IS THE KIND OF MUSIC 2 PUT ON FOR HIM SOME 8 BUS ...LOL OR DMX... OR HELL RELL I WAS LIKE WTF HEEL RELL OK WHO, EVA THAT IS..... LOL I MISS YOU CALLIN ME ... MUMMIE UR SUCH AN IDIOT... WHO DOES THAT LOL CALL THEIR MOM AN IDIOT....... I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS SICK AND YOU CALLED ME TO SEE IF I WERE COMING UP TO SEE YOU. I SAID I WASNT FEELING WELL AND I HEARD IT IN YOUR VOICE THAT YOU WANTED ME OR SOMETHING... I SAID WHY WHATS UPP.. OH NEVER MIND ITS OK .. I SAID NO WHATS UPP YOU SAID OHH BECAUSE I WAS HUNGRY .. SO I SAID WELL YOU HAVE MONEY ORDER SOMETHING YOU SAID I WANT YELLY,S ... I WAS LIKE IN J.P OMG GIO... GIVE ME A LITTLE BIT OF TIME. I WILL SEE U IN A LITTLE WHILE ... I WAS SO SICK BUT YOU WANTED YELLY,S SO I WENT EVEN THOUGHT I HAD TUMMY ISSUES....HASHTAGGDIAREAH.....LOL AND FINALLY I MADE IT TO YOU AND I HAD AN ACCIDENT.... IN MY OANTS ...LMAO .. I CAME RUNNING OR SHALL I SAY WALKING REALLY FAST ... YOU SAID MUMMIE WHATS WRONG I SAID I HAD AN ACCIDENT IN MY PANTS..HARD THAT THE MACJINES WERE GOIN OFF AND THE NURSES CAME RUNNING IN THE ROOM TO SEE IF YOU WERE OK... AND AFTER I SHOWERED AND WAS ALL CLEAN... YOU STARTED CALLING ME .... SHITTY ... SHITTY MARSHA SHITTY MARSHA .... SMH... WHO SAYS THAT TO THEIR MOM....LOLOL AND YOU SAID YOU WOULD TELL EVERYONE I SHITTED MY PANTS .... IF I GETT YOU SOME DIAMOND EARINGS... SO YOU BLACKMAILED ME ... AND YES GIO GOT 3PAIR OF EARINGS... 3DIFF COLORS... CHOCOALTE YELLO AND BLUE DIAMOND EARINGS........ GIO EVERDAY I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY ... I AM ALONE ... NO MATTER HOW MANY PLP. ARE AROUND...... I,M STILL ALONE .... THE PAIN... S.... I NEVA THAT THIS WOULD BE ME LEFTED HERE WITH OUT YOU.....BUT I KNWATCHING ME .... THE BRIGHTEST STAR IS YOU WHEN I LOOK UP ... I LOOK FOR YOU EVERY NYTE ...... M SORRY I LET YOU DOWN... AND I,M SORRY I HAD TO LET YOU GO.. PLS DONT BE ... I KNEW IT WAS TIME...... WE WILL ALWAYS BE ONE ... REMEMBER TO INFINITY AND BEYOND.... SUN MOOM AND STARTS WE USED TO SAY ... BFORE WE WENT TOO SLP..... WELL YOUR SLPN NOW.... AND ITS THE SAME STILL TO INFINITY AND BEYOND... SUN MOON AND STARS.......... I MISS YOU... MY LITTLE WHEECHES......... I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN THERE FOR US FRM DAY 1 ... TIL RIGHT NOW I WILL NEVER 4GETT..... THANKU IF YOU GUYS COULD DO 1 MORE THING AT 5:30 P.M TODAY ...IS WHEN GIO LEFTED... SAY A PRAYER FOR HIM...... TROI GIO ..GIOVANNI MAYS_JESURUM.... MY MOTHERS DAY BABY..... R.IP. MY SON MUMMIE LOVES YOU.... 5-14- 89 --10-29- 13 P.S LISTENING IAMONDS IN THE SKY... YOU ARE MY DIAMOND... SHINE BRIGHT ..G
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 06:06:08 +0000
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