A This will be a very short track First off my mother smoked cigarettes when she was carrying me for nine months oh I take that back I was not a full term baby. And she did not smoke while carrying my brother or my baby sister. I came into this world at 5 pounds exactly. Premature with a whole in my heart and a quarter size hole in my navel. My middle name was my grandmothers name fraternal grandmother who died before I was born. And on my birth certificate along with my mothers and fathers names and finger prints was my race… What the heck is a mongoloid? At age 5 I was hospitalized over six months in a childrens hospital with rheumatic fever and a bad heart. I can remember many children in the childrens Ward and seeing very sick children. Wondering what I was doing there when my mother and father left to go home I was not sure what I had done wrong and why I was being punished. The little girl that I was in the room with was burned from the back of her neck to the heels of her feet she really scared me because she wouldnt talk. The next morning my mother came to bring pajamas a robe and slippers and gave me a bath did my hair. She also had coloring books and crayons whatever she brought me she brought the little girl in the room with me. I received medication by injection every day and my butt felt like a pin cushion three times a day I had to get injections. I remember the food smelled nasty and made me sick so my mother started bringing me food she prepared at home. I never understood why I had to stay in the hospital so long but I was certainly happy to see my brother when he could visit. When I was discharged from the hospital I had to sit on the front porch and watch the other children play. For years this was my life my brother would always try to make me happy and make me laugh. Every week I had to go to the hospital for checkups and testing. My mother would take me to the zoo or out to lunch and shopping when I had to get the test done. As I grew older my heart repaired itself. I did not have to see the doctor as much or have testing done as much and I could play outside with the other children. I did get sick occasionally but it would only last for a few days. When I was old enough to understand why I had to stay in the Childrens Hospital so long I was ever so grateful that my mother and father who did not agree to heart surgery. In return I became a very healthy child. But had to remain on penicillin and Bayer aspirin for life. This to me was far better than having open heart surgery as a child. I said all of that to say this.. There has to be a purpose for everyone who is born into this world. Whatever the purpose may be and the plan for your life you must admit if you are still living your purpose and plan is still in effect. Some of us are still searching for that purpose and that plan some of us have not completed that purpose or that plan. And some of us dont even believe there is a purpose or a plan. No matter how old or how young you may be there is a God who has a purpose and a plan just for you. Never give up on life if you have made it this far its to late to turn back now. Life is to short not to have a purpose and not to have a plan. What are you doing with your life today? With God all things are possible without God there is no purpose and there is no plan ~
Posted on: Sun, 17 Aug 2014 04:25:03 +0000
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