A blessing and a thrill to see our art hanging in so many places. From Cali to Jersey and many places in between. For the most part we try to share our happiness and love with all who will accept it. Life is tough for us financially and being without a car has really knocked us for a loop at times. Jude Lennon has ear problems and dental visits are pressing for two other children. I spent most of the day quiet, the other part of the day I spent mad. No reason for it other than selfishness. I get away from myself every now and then and at times I seem to lose sight of the happiness that surrounds me. I am a man, I am an artist and at times I feel lost, however God has a way of putting things into perspective, such as Damon Solomon holding our JESUS with a smile that conveys. Josh Cutler with CLINT in his Zen Den. Yesterday cousin Kathy Zahurancik posted pics of their collection and what an amazing lift that was. I spent most of this day alone and that is not easy with so many kids in the house. Pictures of friends with paintings pulled and tugged at my heart strings but still as bed time approached my mind was troubled and my heart was not pushing the love it is known for. I turned off all the lights and as I made my choice to go to bed mad I did something I never do. Rounded up some half empty water bottles and put them in the fridge. Why? I dont know. However when I opened the fridge I saw two energy drinks that Tara had Hailee bring home from her camping trip. It had been a ritual of ours when we had a car. We would share a minute and a drink almost everyday. 15 days no car no energy drinks. lol SO when I seen these two drinks in the fridge my heart melted and I broke down. I apologized to my wife and with God back in my heart I apologize to all. You are all good people and all good friends and when my vibe is not one of LOVE then I feel I am doing the world a dis service. My beautiful wife Tara, loves me so hard that after spending the day with this grizzly bear she only wanted to make me happy. My GOD thank you for the love of this woman. I love you TARA J.V.C.
Posted on: Wed, 16 Jul 2014 03:04:00 +0000