A difficult meditation at first today. But I tried with patience, and found a place of peace and power. I realized that two years ago I took it upon myself to search for my faith, which has always been so important to me. I went so long without it, lost, searching, and hurting. Then I found Dynion Mwyn, and that led me to the Lord and Lady, and it led me to Ashley. So I found my faith again, established a strong, unbreakable connection with nature, and received into my life a beautiful, strong woman in the deal. Someone who has been there for me during my worst times, who has seen the tears streak down my face, and someone who has laughed with me during the good and bad times. Weve been through so much in just two short years, and more ahead, but now Ive got something that emboldens the core of me, my faith, and a love that can overcome anything. I have problems, she has problems, but together we will find solutions to those problems just as the trial of life is meant to be. The point is I am not alone anymore, and I know my life has meaning even if its just to be there for someone else. And while that is a lot, my life has more meaning than even that, as I learn and grow spiritually. And sometimes lately it seems as if Im stuck, but then someone comes and reflects back the beauty that is my life, expressed through these humble words. Thank you all, you know who you are, those of you whom Ive had special connections with. Those connections mean the world to me. And I know this that I am going through now is just temporary, and after that there will be another hurdle to overcome. Without these things, there is no growth and life becomes stagnant. Ironically that is what I fear my life is becoming. But that is why Ive decided to attend group regularly. I missed it today because I tossed and turned until five oclock this morning, but I will go wednesday. Last time I went I got the special blessing of sharing my spirituality with those present, and several people said they liked what I said and got something out of it. I feel at this time in my life that I should be a teacher, or spiritual leader of some sort, somewhere, and that is why I go to group; to have a chance to find that place or come up with an idea to find it. I know I will find my place; it is only a matter of time and chance, or meeting the right person, or hearing the right words said. And when that time comes I will finally take my place and share the beauty, truth, and Godliness that I have found, just as Osho said. I share with him the love of sharing spirituality, and that is why I feel the need to teach. I still feel I have a lot of learning to do in the mean time though, and I need to get past this stagnation so I can get to it. Thank you all for your love and support over the months that I have known you, your likes and comments are a pleasure to me and very meaningful to me, and no one more so than my Ashley. Blessings to all of you this day, and blessed be. Be well, know that I love you all sincerely, and in truth. Namaste, and peace
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 22:41:20 +0000
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