A glimps inside my mind: Or as I call it A RANT... Ugh I have waited over a week to view a property for rent...beautiful on the outside...loved it more each time I drove by...get there and its all baby blue, dark pink, pink, light pink & the ceilings were all tinted pink...and I certainly didnt mean too, but it offended the woman when I asked if I could repaint the whole house with a neutral wall color....thank heavens found out quick we werent gonna make tenant & landlord besties...I JUST WANT A NEAT OLD HOUSE...3-4 BR (I have roomies lined up...) I AM NOT CUT OUT FOR THIS...I SWEAR I HAVE NEVER DEALT WITH REJECTION LIKE THIS....EVER!!! My parents didnt just dish crap out to sis & I...we learned what no was early on...Ive been told no plenty of times but this house hunting bs is huge stress...if I find something I like & want...I want it...(heres the money wheres the keys and where do I send the rent each month?? Thanks....and bye...) But NO...am I just old and losing my fight? LOL I seriously cant sort my thoughts Im so wracked with grief about losing Gram & her house and stressed over not finding a decent house to move to, the holidays...Gram woulda been 90 tomorrow...I miss her so bad...boxing up all these memories is so difficult...I cant keep focused for crap! Anyone??? Anyone???
Posted on: Sat, 23 Nov 2013 20:49:35 +0000
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