A lesson i know all too well... Even i love my family dearly.. I am forced to accept that they will not get along and nor can i get along with them when they are fighting each other.. Its best for me to maintain some distance and just enjoy visits like the precious treasures they are when they occur.. Personally i have felt that i can only blend in so far with my own family but dont truly fit and i stick out like a sore thumb that blinks like a christmas tree light with search light intensity... Even in this WORLD i feel i have no place to call my own.. No group nor task to pour my heart into completely the way i ache to.. No matter where i look or when i see there is always something missing.. And the few times i have found and felt that finally i had all i could wish for and be content.. Life turns around and yanks it from me saying just kidding With mocking laughter i can almost hear to the point of being able to taste it.. I find myself thinking simply if life were a person instead of within us all... I would beat the crap out of it in hopes it would learn not to abuse others humanity.. But as it stands beyond my reach.. I have nothing to do but accept that i have been forced into this world with the very moment i took my first breath and therefore i may as well make the best of it...
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 04:56:20 +0000
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