A letter to a friend: I want to apologize. Who am I to tell you what love is? I woke up this morning with the understanding that love, like life, could have a shadow...maybe there is such a thing as dark love. So...yes...you are right. I cant say he doesnt love you or you him, but it is excruciating to watch you drown in this dark love, full of abuse and addiction. The drowning, like the definition of love, cant be argued and many of us have stood by and watched this entanglement for years because we believed thats what friends do. Watching you in this hurts me and fills me with detrimental anxiety. I have been told Im not a friend if I dont continue to take care of you in this. Maybe I havent been a friend all along but an enabler. I wont abandon you, but I will no longer subject myself to experience this with you either. You have the right to experience whatever you please in this life...but so do I. Im here when you are ready to choose an experience that wont kill us both. I love you. J
Posted on: Sun, 07 Sep 2014 15:30:37 +0000
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