A little blast from the past for you this late at night. My heart is changing and for some reason it keeps coming back around to the same conclusion. I am unsure on which way is the right way. I have been praying, but it seems that only time will bring an answer. I wish it was my time or that I knew how long the answer would take. Time to me is not the same as time for God. His answer may take five months or it may take five years. Which is a little frustrating. ^_^ Psalms 37 Do not fret because of those who are evil or be envious of those who do wrong; 2 for like the grass they will soon wither, like green plants they will soon die away. 3 Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. 4 Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart. 5 Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this: 6 He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn, your vindication like the noonday sun. 7 Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; do not fret when people succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes. 8 Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret—it leads only to evil. 9 For those who are evil will be destroyed, but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land. I worry about falling back down. I am finally on my own two feet through the power of God. Verse four reads Take delight in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Well how can you tell the difference between what your heart desires after and what God has planned for you? Where is the line drawn? If you desire something does God include it in his plan for you? What if I stumble again? :/ I do not want to make a fool of myself again. I want to be the disciple I am called to be. I want to accept my mission in life. I want to glorify Gods sovereignty. =) I love you guys.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 10:07:11 +0000