A little sick... Didnt even left the house. And still lost... Having choices but not sure what to do. They tell me I have an innocent personality and to tell the truth I really dont see it... If I do have it, I want it to end. I want to stop being nice and hopping that they will return the gesture. I dont want to get close to people now, I dont want to hurt them in any way... Still caring but little by little this will end. One thing that I see that has return to what I was is wanting to Work until I drop... The things Mami had toughten us to be... I need to change all my thoughts from the surfes to tbe core of my being. But one of the cores I see is wanting to unleash and be as violently as I am afraid to be... Stop thinking and judging the consequence. I know I am mal but after so long I am tired to adapting and nit being my self.
Posted on: Sun, 26 Jan 2014 01:15:22 +0000
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