A note from Pastor David: Experiencing post-fast grief: We had a great weekend with Joan Hunter and team. It was full of incredible teaching, revelation, activation and manifestation. It was just awesome to see what God did through His people. .......But....... the weekend is over and we are back to the grind of life with problems and trials and angst and grief and at times debilitating sadness! I dont mean to be a downer or sound cynical. I am just being transparent. At times we just live life, scarcely hanging on until the weekend comes to get fueled up again. I have this haunting suspicion it is not supposed to be this way. I found myself staring at the ceiling in my bedroom with tears in my eyes and crying out to Abba Father: I want to feel your presence in my breathing; in my moving and my rising up. I am not satisfied with just a moment with Him. My very breathe depends on His presence. I want to walk with Him in the Garden like Adam. I want to be the beloved disciple who laid his head on Christs chest. It is deep crying unto deep. Its the hunger and thirst that was awakened in the Samaritan woman who was tired of loveless relationships. True love found. Lord I know there is more. Teach me to live in your presence every moment and acknowledge you in all that I do. I pray my life would be one continuous worship song to You. Amen
Posted on: Tue, 27 Jan 2015 05:14:51 +0000
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