A note to all of you: Thanks for following along on this crazy journey Ive had as a musician. Being the sensitive type I am, Ive taken most of the hardships personally. It made me bitter and broke me down. My frustration hit critical mass, and Ive had a few meltdowns. I didnt know if I could continue music. Im going stop playing shows for a few months, and learn to chill out. All the stress is catching up to me, and it isnt good. I know Ive been confusing and crazy the last couple months in particular. Im not good at metering things out. Ive always operated at 100% or nothing. So when the crazy hits, its full force... I greatly appreciate those of you who have supported me all this time. I forget that Im supported sometimes, because I get tunnel vision, always trying to move on to the next thing, improve, gain ground. But Im exhausted. And to live that way is fear-based. Im scared to pull the brakes for fear it wont start up again, or that Ill somehow end up in reverse. I know I dont need to explain myself to anyone, but I respect your support and need it. I dont know when Ill be back on the scene for sure, but Ill be around, posting profanity, dog pictures, and other offensive things I find funny. As scared as I am to do it, I just need a breather. Thanks for sticking with me.
Posted on: Thu, 08 Jan 2015 07:29:49 +0000
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