A person walked up to me and simply had a 2 minute conversation with me I was on my way going to the UNC campus as I was riding the bus an individual sits adjacent to me and he was asking me how many relationships I had been in. I reluctantly bit my bottom lip allowing my mind to think do I really want to tell some stranger my personal business after thinking about it for a while I said I have been in 4 different relationships he then asked me what was the number one thing that caused me to tell each of them that we werent meant for eachother. I told him I had a decent relationship with the 4 women and everything was fine the number one thing that I had wrestled with was did I do what God had told me to as oppose to doing what I thought was right. I said the number one thing that caused me from having a relationship with them was the simple fact I had not found the right woman. I was so eager and excited to jump back into another relationship that I had completely forgot the kind of person that God had created me to be. God had created me as an individual who had things to do and business to take care of I was living between a rock and a hard place I had things that took me off of the course that God had placed me on. My goal for the upcoming year is to take sometime and find myself and set my priorities in order first that includes going to college and then working and once I have done that then I know for a fact I have done what I would call the three Ps I have Prayed, Planned and Prepared to meet that certain young lady that God had taken the time out to create her just for me. Thats what I am working toward and that is my main focus is to work on myself and then as time goes on I will Pray, Plan and Prepare to meet my wife. ~ Benjamin JC Gear
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 22:45:49 +0000
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