A sad day losingRobin Williams,so went and collected all of my latest blood tests.My major Cancer test shows my count has continued to grow,but not completely out of control.I have been able to improve almost every other blood test and my Oncologist is very happy that I seem to have possibly slowed its progress.I guess Terminal is terminal but I just cant accept a time constraints.I get incredibly tired and sometimes depression is difficult and very hard to explain but good music and some high quality MMJ and a Loving wife ease the problems.It effects me very little compared to others but I can see how devastating it is.I am two years and eight months into my four months to four years to live diagnosis,and I believe my goal of ten year survival is achievable. I am basically treating myself,under strict supervision.Daily I take my rice extract three times a day,a large glass of crushed fruit and veg every morning,use Celedrin cream every night on feet and lower legs for pain,this also helps ease internal inflammation,and from late afternoon until I go to bed I use a substantial amount of high quality Medical Marijuana. The only feasible explanation of my success in holding this at the moment is MMJ.The sad thing is my Doctors cant scream this from the rooftop because MMJ is still illegal federally.Im sure this is going to change soon,I hope.MMJ helps create an appetite for me to be able to eat,eases pain and keeps me of heavy pain medication,assists withmy eyes and vitally,allows me to sleep.Diabetes is still a major problem as Multiple Myeloma mirrors many of the same problems.Lots of daily foot pain and a few vision problems,but compared to some friends Im doing pretty good,and Pauline is making our new home beautiful.Still a lot of things to achieve so Im not ready to leave,and there are people I know I can still help,I hope.Sure hope NOT to drag anyone down,I cant even begin to tell you how much help all my FB friends are,dont underestimate the love and hope we can give each other.Remember,when you give of your possessions you give little,it is when you give of yourself that you truly give,loveKC
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 02:11:15 +0000
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