A sad day today, feeling terribly tired but that is the chemo and emotionally drained and tearful, thats the herceptin. What drains me is that nearly every meal is a battle, the dietician is working hard to get my weight up and feed me appropriately a specific diet sheet is agreed and ordered 24 hours in advance and yet nearly every meal the order is wrong, really wrong. It drives the nurses mad and gives them additional work that they dont need the poor serving staff have to try to sort things out but often cant and I find myself feeling uncomfortable having to complain that the food is not right. It tires me and stresses me and by the time I get something that the dietician orders Im just nit hungry but eat it anyway to play my part of this healing team.last night the order was perfect and it made me so,happy today its wrong again. I want to get better stop taking up hospital resources and get home. Its a team effort and mistakes like this just drain the system. Now trying to find something positive to concentrate on, sleep is a really attractive option for me right now and I have a clean warm safe bed, and nurses who can keep an eye on me. My sisters cooking my boys and Jonathan dinner and I bet they get it right! So yes I have many reasons to be positive. Enjoy your evening, love, light and hopefulness! X
Posted on: Sun, 02 Nov 2014 18:19:17 +0000
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