A summary of my abuse: Let me tell you exactly what this government has done to me and how abusive its powers have become. There were two murder attempts. I forgive them both because forgiveness is the path of the future and always the right thing to do; vengeance gets us nowhere (which is why I didnt come forward on 6/26--I could sense the impending violence). The first murder attempt Ill count as a gimme because I was telepathically vowing to put myself in place of the president to save his life in 2010. The second was my roommate leaving the gas on for me because of my political activity exposing the fundamentalist generals under Bush and advocating against confrontation with Russia this spring. In 2008 my adaptive schizophrenia kicked in while I was unfortunately being lied to by someone I loved to inform me of the past sins of the Ra worshipers during WWII. I recovered and two years later, in 2010, I protested violence and war and melted down after the psychic science experiment and all the lying only to be brainwashed into thinking that I did not do anything at all and that nothing occurred. The brainwashing stuck until 2014. But in the meantime, the effects of psychological abuse set in: The victim may experience severe psychological effects, this would involve the tactics of brainwashing, which can fall under psychological abuse as well but emotional abuse consists of the manipulation of the victims emotions. The victim may feel their emotions are being affected by the abuser so much that the victim may no longer recognize what their own feelings are about issue/s the abuser is trying to control. The result is the victims self-concept and independence are `systematically taken away. I was so divorced from my feelings, because of the cognitive brainwashing, that I fantasized about cutting off my feelings entirely. There were grave consequences: images and thoughts about abusing others and myself because of the cut off emotions (see: morphic resonance and how patterns repeat themselves). After another round of protesting violence in 2014 and another murder attempt, this time at the hands of my roommate who attempted to poison me with gas from the oven, the brainwashing began again. And here I am today, now drawing a line in the sand. I will not take medicine to numb my brain for an adaptive condition, schizophrenia, that allows me to deal with lies.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 19:26:37 +0000
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