A thousand moments i had just taken for granted, mainly because i assumed id get a thousand more. I miss you. I think about you every day, sometimes i still end up crying...mostly because im forgetting. Forgetting the sound of your voice. The way you smiled, the look in your eyes when you said you loved me.. I knew you werent lying.. I have to think hard about those two months i spent living with you and when the memories finally come flooding back, im blinded by the tears. All i have left are pictures of you and the two videos you put on fb. Thats it. Missing you doesnt get any easier. I have to tell my self youre safe now, no more pain or sorrow or the bs in life the rest of us are going through. Theres a hole in my chest that will never be filled, no matter who walks into my life. Nowadays it seems like people are walking out of it, anyway. Ill be there to see you soon, but not to say goodbye. Because you promised me. Promised me id see you again soon. You never break your promises. I love you so much. Its hard to believe that in less than six months itll be two years since the accident. It seems so much longer than that. We all miss you. My forever and always, until my heart stops beating. Hearing your heartbeat was my favorite sound in the whole world. 💚 Thank you. For everything. Keep watching over all of us down here. Our redneck guardian angel. ❤
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 09:52:17 +0000