A year ago today I was happy as a lark. But now I go for walks, to the movies maybe to the park. I have a seat on the same old bench to watch the children play. You know tomorrow’s their future but for me it’s just another day. They all gather around me, they seem to know my name. We laugh, tell a few jokes but it still doesn’t ease my pain. I know I can’t hide from the memories, though day after day I try. I keep saying, “He’s not gone” but today, again I’ve lied. I see his face everywhere I go, on the street even at the picture show…have you seen him? Tell me have you seen him? I hear his voice as the cold winds blow, in the sweet music on the radio…have you seen him? Tell me have you seen him? Why, oh why did he have to leave and go away? I’ve been use to havin’ someone to lean on and I’m lost, Baby I’m lost. He left his kiss upon my lips, and left that break within my heart…have you seen him? I see his hand reaching out me; touching him would set me free. Have you seen him? As another day comes to an end I’m lookin’ for understanding or somethin’. With all the people I know, I’m still lonely without him. You know it’s funny, we thought we had this in the palm of our hand. We never thought or even imagined…have you seen him? Baby, there are no words to adequately convey to you how much I miss you and how very much I love you. It was supposed to be this way…Vegas in 2012, Tuscany in 2013 and you know I couldn’t wait for Bora Bora. Our home will never be the same and my heart remains broken and in pain. But I do want to thank you for always truly loving me and receiving my unconditional and never-ending love for you. We are a rare and special kind of thing. I’m sorry that some things have happened since you left that I know you never wanted…no communication with your family and the one opportunity that presented itself, Ced was told a lie about having a sister. It was never said when you were here and you know I was asked about other things but never asked about that. When you were asked, I guess your answer wasn’t acceptable. Ced wrote “Dear Dad” ; I know it was important to you to talk to him about certain things and I’m glad you have peace knowing you did. He misses you and needs you. We all miss him. Well Baby it’s been a year and I wanted to tell my exceptional husband and committed father… I love you endlessly and Happy Anniversary. Wanted to give special thanks and love to Cousin Sheila for that day; Aunt Evelyn, we love you and thank you so much; Art…you know; Mike and Caron many thanks; SueSue, Quandy and our Boobus…no words, just love. Thank you to our parents and Auntie Gloria, we love you. We must especially thank the Senator and his wife for everything.
Posted on: Fri, 05 Jul 2013 05:15:55 +0000
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