AFTER 27 YEARS OF MARRIAGE After a 27 year marriage How my identity was taking, and given to another. I was all of this and then in return my faithfulness didnt whole up to another women like K MICHELLE Said I can not compete with a baby not one, not, two, but three babies from two different womens all in a 27 year of marriage. Wow their was no room in his heart for me. It was filled with REGRETS. I forgave him over and over again and again! I cried, I yelle, I scream, I fell down on my knees and Prayed for his love, I Pray, I Fasted, I talked, and asked what can I do to change their was no room in his heart for me. This is why I dont have a MAN MY MAN IS IN ANOTHER WOMENS ARMS. I AM NOT OPEN TO NO ONE TO EVER HURT ME AGAIN TO THE POINT OF BITTERNESS. MY HUSBAND WAS MY LOVER, MY FRIEND, MY BROTHER AND NOW HE IS GONNA! I AM HAPPY NOW THAT I CAN SAY THAT WHEN MY MARRIAGE DEPARTED IT WAS NOT BECAUSE I DIDNT LOVE HIM IT WAS BECAUSE HE HAD NO MORE ROOM IN HIS HEART FOR ME. SOMETIMES I WONDER WAS IT BECAUSE OF OUR MARRIAGE EXPAND TO STATE TO STATE LONG DISTANCE. THEN REALITY AND REALIZATION SET IN AND I REMANENCE AND REMEMBER WOW I AM NOT THE ONE WHO MOVE ON AND LOSS ROOM TO FORGIVE. HE COULD HAVE BEEN IN ANOTHER COUNTRY I WOULD FLY AROUND THE WORLD TO BE WITH THE ONE I LOVE. THIS IS HOW I LOVE STRONG AND HARD. I TURN MY STRONG LOVING ON ME. I STOP SCREAMING, I STOP CRYING, AND YELLING. NOW I AM SINGLE LOVING MYSELF. I HAVE RELEASE HIM WITH LOVE NOT HATE I HOPE HIM THE BEST FOR HIM AND THE WOMAN HE LOVE AND THE BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN THAT YHWH THROUGH HIS SON YAHUSHUAH HAMASHIACH HAVE BLESS HIM WITH. I TAKE THE BOW AND SALUTE HIM IN IS NEW ADVENTURES OF LIFE. FOR ME I MOVE ON AND LIVE OH YES LIVE WITH MY OWN IDENTITY IN LOVING MY SELF AND MY COVENANT HUSBAND YHWH SON YAHUSHUAH HAMASHIACH. I FEEL FREE TO MOVE ON FOR LIFE NEW ADVENTURES. APOSTLE CAROLYN DUNNING NATURAL HAIR KQG.
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 10:06:05 +0000
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