ALMOST THROUGH THE FIRST OF THREE MONTHS OF THIS OUT OF TOWN CRAP. I MISS MY DAUGHTER SO MUCH, I WANT TO COME HOME NOW. BUT IM DOING WHAT I HAVE TO RIGHT NOW. HOPEFULLY WHEN THIS IS OVER ILL HAVE ENOUGH SAVED TO TAKE CARE OF ALOT OF THINGS THAT WILL GET MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK AND ALLOW US TO SPEND MORE TIME TOGETHER. WHAT SUCKS IS ILL NEVER GET THESE DAYS BACK. I FEEL LIKE SHES GROWING UP AND IM MISSING ALL OF IT. WE HAVENT TALKED SINCE SAT. AND WE USED TO TALK EVERY DAY. ITS KILLING ME INSIDE. I HAVE NO LIFE ANYMORE. THESE GUYS ALL GO TO THE BAR AND STRIP CLUBS EVERY NIGHT WHILE I COME BACK TO THE HOTEL AND SHOWER AND LAY DOWN AND WATCH BASEBALL OR MOVIES TIL I SLEEP. I REALLY HAVE NO DESIRE TO HIT THE BAR OR CLUBS ANYMORE. DOES THIS MAKE ME OLD. THERE HAS TO BE MORE THINGS TO DO TO BE SOCIAL THAN THE BAR LIFE RIGHT? I TRY TO STAY POSITIVE ABOUT THINGS. KEEP WORKING, GET MY HEALTH STRAIGHT, BE THE BEST FATHER I CAN BE AND MAYBE ALONG THE WAY ILL MEET SOMEONE THAT WILL PULL ME OUT OF THIS FUNK IM IN.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Jul 2013 07:32:06 +0000