Aaaah... The end of the day, done the upkeep, winding down enjoying a wholesome meal, with my cat and dog begging for pieces; a gathering of companions! :) I contemplated today on how much of a well lived day is consumed by a daily routine of meeting needs and maintaining the upkeep that sustains the foundation of a healthy life. I have come to see that although I am not suited to working to sustain myself at this point due to the health complications I have lived with since childhood, I do live a structured life that acts upon my potential and creates value, even if that value is slow in accumulating, it is building up into something real, into something tangible for me to manifest. I often feel like my days are spent chasing my tail; I get a lot done and maintain my quality of life, yet the greater goals that pull the strings of my heart, of my passion, always seem so fleeting, so slow in developing, requiring so many other aspects of my life to be nurtured before they can be actualized into fruition. I understand now from having some life experience that our habitual existence creates our reality, and that healing and growth require time, a lot of it, and that the process comes in cycles much like the changes in the seasons. I am on my way, thats what the daily feeling of chasing my tail is about, I am living life and am on my way to regaining the health and strength that was compromised in my past so I can actualize the vision I carry within... Theres no turning back, Im embracing it all!
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 04:48:50 +0000
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