( AdmiN choice- a shattering long story...cant bliv real lyf me Aisa bhi hota he) Hiee frnds 23 yr delhis grl its not nly a confession its my lyf so let me strt frm d begning....m suffring from a hrt disease name clld PAH..in dis patient cant survive 1 or 2 yrs..I got to knw about it wen I was 17....ws in 12 th...I was in a shock state...Maine toh sahi se jeena bhi shuru nahin kiya tha....bahut saare dreams the...bahut kuch kerna tha...college ka freedom, frnds ke sath late nyt party, n Sabse bada dream my prince charls..but everything was shattered...my dad took me to US for trtmnt but same rply no trtmnt, resrch is goin on...but we got kind f gud news frm der...accrdin to dem m suffrin frm rare kind f disease...I can live long with medication n some restrictions in my lyf...one of dem is I cant bear a kid at any cost..Ye baat us age mein mere liye kitna matter karti thi don knw but itna samjh aa gaya tha no prince charls with dis truth...but meri mom ko toh meri shaadi karni thi voh bhi jaldi se jaldi...unke accrdin agar Ye baat shadi ke baad pata chali ki der is lyf threatning to bear a kid toh sab baby adopt ke liye maan jayeinge n sab happy ending ho jaega......I don understan ki sab prb ka ans shaadi kyn hai...so I denied...n joind my collge n started to avoid my all male frnds...coz ab lyf se koi panga nahin chahiye thi....aftr some tym I joind fb...here I met with a random guy who had a beu. Grlfrnd...I luvd to see dem together...slowly n gradually we became frnds. We luved to talk each other usse baat kerna rysky nahin tha coz voh committed tha n mera toh sab decided hi tha...we often talk on Ph...n mostly un dono ki prb. hi solve kiya karti thi...almost a yr. Passed n we becum bestest buddies...suddenly I got to knw ki in donon ka brkup ho gaya...I tried to find out d reason but d reason was me...my bestest buddy strtd feelings for me n he told dis to his gf....I tried to solve dis issue but couldnt...he proposed me..i stopped talkin to him n deactivate my fb accunt..but mujhe bhi uski aadat si ho gayi thi sayed main bhi use pasand karne lagi thi..pata nahin kub I said yes to him...we both became mad on each other full day n nyt voh or sirf voh tha...after one whole month of dis madness one day I fainted due to my disease...its often happened with me bit dis tym it shaken me compltly....wt d hell m doin with him....so usse keh diya I don luv u..its all just a infatuation..n said him I lovd someone else apne school frnd ko apna bf bol ke usse milwa diya...voh bahut hurt tha but us tym or kuch samjh nahin aaya aftr dat I deletd my acc. n changd my no.....socha net frndship thi voh bhi long distance jaldi hi mujhe bhul jaega...but he searched me out after full day f argumnts we both agreed to continue our frndship not relationship...aaj almost 5 yrs ho chuke hamari dosti ko...in 5 yrs mein naa jaane usse Kitne jhooth bole...like abi m with him, m goin for date, he likes dis or dat.....fir bhi usko koi farak nahin padta tha...with every passin day he fall for me more n more...Vaise Ye 5 yrs mein humara relation bf, gf se kum bhi nahin tha...voh care voh jealousy, voh ek dusre ko manana...Uska har baat pe I love you kehna fir use dosti waala pyar bol ke hass dena..n main usse kitna pyar karti thi I never tried to find it frm myslf...but once I decided to tell him everything about my disease...n bol bhi diya....but d way he reacted I ws so scared...Uska rona, shout kerna..he wasnt ready to belive...he Myt can hurt hisself so I said m kidding its just a joke....uski jhoothi kasam, papa ki n pata nahin kis kis ki n make him belive ki sab majak tha...bus us din I decided ki I will leave him... aaj almost 4 months ho gae meri shaddi ko...my husband is a father f 5 yr old son n he knws everythin about my truth...n mera voh frnd use pata meri shaadi ka...or Ye bhi ki mera kabhi koi bf nahin tha....but he don knw ki mere husband ka koi son bhi hai..now m in his black list...he want an ans...y did I do this to him....Ye sure hai ki I cant tell him truth....but Kya use fir se koi naya jhooth boloon or leave him like dis myt b tym can heal.....
Posted on: Wed, 30 Oct 2013 08:05:24 +0000
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