After a long time of grandpa ,ex boyfriends and others talking crap about me being big,ex making moo noises bringing my self esteem down to 0,depression causing me to cut my arms,I have finally found support and love of my husband,4 years ago.My weight has been up and down at low,235,at highest,340.My husband and I started loosing weight a little over a year ago .We were always watching Biggest Looser talking about how we needed to do that,work out and loose weight,of course forgetting about it when our large pizzas showed up.We started out on a diet from Herballife and i went from 340,which wasnt even registering on the scale,to 270.It got expensive and we substituted and got down to 265.We go to the gym ,dont always eat healthy and since im not working i have went back up to 289-292.I need to find the energy and feeling kind of depressed and I want to loose all this unhealthy weight.I dont feel pretty or healthy.My husband is a great supporter that would love me no matter what but I want to feel proud of the way I look and I want him to also
Posted on: Tue, 16 Jul 2013 16:54:19 +0000