After interacting with my mom and dad this year on numerous levels in my healing process its amazing watching the video for a song that defined my life for 15 years since it came out is a very cleansing and surreal experience. Its a great feeling to have come to terms with the lyrics and content found in this song and video, its an inward freedom unparalleled by any outer experience Id ever had. I owe thanks to myself, my loved ones, the Creator and most of all to my parents, especially my dad unbeknownst to his consciousness, for teaching me all the hard lessons so I could grow strong by setting out on my own path these last few years. I may be influenced in my decisions today by what happened so many years ago, but I am not defined or limited by them any longer. Im at the point where I can pass on the gifts that are birthing inside me, that I can love myself in a way that no one else ever could, and that I can love others in a way I never experienced. Today, I give thanks to my broken home experience, it has taught me a lot about the darkness many of us get lost in. Most importantly, its taught me that Im stronger and more capable of being my highest self than I ever thought possible. The only emotional triggers left to this song and video is a feeling of triumph accompanied by tears of gratitude. The home Im building in my heart doesnt look anything like this, but Im grateful for the contrast. I am free. :)
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 09:19:12 +0000
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