After much thought, I dont think theres anything wrong with dreaming about that Prince Charming. If they have God in them, theyre going to be a prince. I experienced it once, because he had the Holy Spirit manifested in his body while I didnt yet. It was beautiful, peaceful, loving, gentle...although he shouldnt have bedroom storied me. And the whole I want you thing was a little bit.... So that may have been inappropriate...but besides that, I have never felt so peaceful at midnight after prom. So safe from the terrors of home every time my dad was away. Maybe it was Satan acting as an angel of light in the whole situation...why would I be spellbound for so long (18 years and counting...)--and here I can catch a glimmer of a deceptive web of lie that Satan is spinning into this whole situation...but not the whole picture. Not yet. Anyways, it was beautiful, peaceful, gentle, and good. Why should I get over that? Why should I have to move on from that? Why should I let go of the other person who made me cry for him because he was going through dire things when I wasnt aware of his whole situation either, until I knew he was doing ok? Even though its taken 15 years and may still take longer? Even though Satan attacks His promises of a future (or maybe I should concentrate on a heavenly outlook) on me every single day? If anything, I may pick the reticent ones, but theyre worth the time, energy, work, and prayer invested in them. Why should I let them go until I know or can see that theyre finally doing ok? Why should I have to move on from something so GOOD? https://youtube/watch?v=8xg3vE8Ie_E It was His love story for me at that time, at that place. And now, being reborn in New York, maybe there is another thread to be woven in the tapestry of the grand design. Whatever it is, I hope that He continues to work in them (I really like Ms wife, but dont tell her...as long as her fruits are right and she doesnt push in on my space or lie to me because other people have gotten on my back in the past...). I think she carries the gift of beauty, of that gentle and quiet spirit. Despite the many words that come pouring forth...you can see it. Theres other people (guys) that have that gift of beauty as well, but I dont understand their actions. So I hope they will be all right in Your hands. And then theres the pastor...who despite all the stuff hes pulled, you can see God using him as His vessel. __________________________________________________________ Maybe instead of downing girls because of hate, one can try to find ways to pull them from the influences of the world instead. #Inappropriate?
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 07:51:28 +0000
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