All I ever wanted to do was to free everybodys infinite souls from their minds, but my cognitive oversensitivity to human belligerence is so severe that it leaves me incapable of functioning in everyday life. In light of that, I have to be careful that I never simply get sidetracked and accidentally end up in a situation where Im trying to free someones soul simply so that they quit being belligerent toward me, but because I want to alleviate that persons suffering, not in the least because if I dont stay focused on that aim, then my tendency to get frustrated, or feeling like Im under attack, (or getting involuntarily frustrated due to my oversensitivity because Im feeling like Im under attack), in the process of freeing souls will make me appear less credible to that person because my intentions will appear inconsistent. That would make me a very ineffective soul free-er, only perpetuating the suffering of the people of the world, and making me feel sad because Im not accomplishing my goal. And, of course, especially problematic would be me becoming frustrated while feeling like Im under attack, because the other person would think Im secretly attacking THEM unconsciously or accidentally on some level in my mind, and therefore would think their suffering in that moment is stemming from me, and so theyd always see me as the source of that aspect of suffering in their mind until they realized otherwise, in any case only delaying their liberation.
Posted on: Mon, 27 Oct 2014 07:58:14 +0000
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