All of my days I listen to the rain. In my mind and in the night I cried silently for answers. Just to clarify my need to know I sacrificed all I had. Now I see what it is Ive been looking for beyond the days that number endlessly. Even my thoughts and breathing seem right as a tune plays that reminds me of a time that brings pain to the front of my heart. Look at who I am. What makes me feel the way I do. Teaching each other by lessons of indignity we have been waiting. Whats real and whats not in a game that has no rules. I am confused and time will be a curse that though not meant to bring forth pain cannot help but to leave emptiness. Wonderful is the way we should feel. How long has it taken us to find this place and I must sleep and dream so that truth reveals itself to me. With the wind at my back I travel. Refusing to stop I move on and on. How can I feel like a child and envision the inevitable. I guess Ill sit and wait for the storm. I smell its coming and a breeze carries the future that I run and hide from. Even now I fly in circles. Debating what to do I feel a need to chase you.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Mar 2014 04:50:46 +0000