All of my immediate family are very mean to me! My family , is my biggest cross in life! My only son was asking me one time,on how he would deal with me to get rid of my complaining about their, mistreatment of me,in my situation . I boldly told him Kill me if you like, because that would be the only way he will never see me again in his house. A daughter has been, since June ,this 2014 ,and everyday ,driving me out like a dog in her rented apartment to leave somewhere else. I seldom and rarely eat with her anyway.I told her just to wait because it will be very soon. Im going abroad anyway and just waiting for my job contract/s.My only blessing is my granddaughter A.....who has been generous to me despite her financial lack too. When my children were small kids I almost gave them up for adoption because of in-law and my 2011 deceased, husbands then constant chronic illness problems! An old Benedictine Sister Fides, a German,who was once , a nun at the Saint Pauls Hospital in Tacloban City, was giving me the papers of the children for adoption coming from SOS Childrens Village. Now I regret I did not give them up. I am regretting deeply! Maybe life would have been better for me. Im regretting I did not give them up or leave them for a teaching job somewhere as my mother was advising me to maybe leave my kids in her care in order to give me the peace I needed. Im surviving on my own and always praying to God for strength! Very soon ,God will give me my breakthrough! Ill be receiving very soon,my own regular pension after the lump sum of 5 years and after my retirement from government service on November 25, 2009.Amen!
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 10:59:39 +0000
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