Alright, for the last 3-4 years or more, I have been battling with thoughts of leaving this city completely. Every time I think things are getting better, it ends up getting worse. Ive put up with so much, some of you know that. I live in FW side of town and all I have seen is NEGATIVITY. Family fighting with family, addicts, needle junkies, pill heads, you name it. I kept telling myself, FAMILY. Being raised by grandparents, their main focal point was FAMILY and their happiness, so that is where I turned my attention. But these days, I find that its my family that is hurting me more than anything. I have been an advisor, councillor, venting board, and all round shoulder for whoever needs it, not only family. I have carried everyones problems on my shoulders and kept them inside. So, any bit of happiness I get, I try to hold on to, but there always seems to be something that comes along to suck up any happy thoughts and feelings I have. And because of all of this going on, I think it would be more beneficial to move on and find some happiness that I can keep and thrive on and actually be HAPPY for once.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 11:52:57 +0000
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