Although I am not yet sixty, I am experiencing senior moments and one of this is feeling dizzy in the morning specially when I sleep very late at night. The things I used to do , like watering the plants, preparing breakfast for the kids were now done at intervals,work, then rest and work again. Getting things on a slower level seems the right thing to do. There were super light and active days and there were moments of being lazy and just staying in bed watching tv and contemplating on issues that pertains to family and work. At times I enjoy my work immensely but when trouble arise or a problem cropped up , i feel like giving up. Thirty six years of office works becomes routine and monotonous. But given some options , I still want to work especially now that the kids are in college and some are on their own. At home, I can do anything I want , but i will miss my life at the office, the fun and the camaraderie. Being at home the rest of my life is something that I am looking forward to, but with my children not around, it will be a lifetime of loneliness and longings. So for now, Id rather not quit my work , it is here where I can still show and practice whatever talent I have and at the same time I can still be a good mother to my kids and a loving wife to my husband. I help in the family finances when I can, so I know that I deserved the best of both world and I am having it my own way.
Posted on: Mon, 10 Nov 2014 02:53:28 +0000
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