Although ive been extremely productive today, i cant help but feel a little sad. It sucks when you realize that your doing it alone, that in reality, no one is really there for you. They may say they are, and go through the motions, but in this world, there is not one single person, besides my family and myself that i can count on. Maybe im just lonely. Maybe i want a relationship again.....or maybe ive just lost my mind? I just want love. Im just in the pursuit of happiness like the rest of the world. I just want a life partner, a partner in crime, a friend, a hero and a lover....someone who lifts me up when ive fallen. i want to find the one thats not only my bf, but my best friend. But all ive got right now is me, myself and I. Thats alright. Im stronger than ive ever been before and now is the time to shine bright. I think what saddens me more than anything, is that for a short period of time, i felt that i had that person, and i had it all figured out, but all of that disappered in a split second. And now im left rebuilding the ruins around me. Slowly but surely, I will rise again. You can try and take me out, but im a gladiator, and with God by my side, I will rise from these ashes i call life. End rant.
Posted on: Wed, 01 Oct 2014 02:56:27 +0000